Ugh no. I have to start taking my medicine from today on, even though school doesn’t start until the end of the month…. Damn it. Why’d they have to go and give me a doctors appointment so early in the month, anyways??? Ugh.
I’d place all of this under a read more but I’m on my phone and don’t know if I can do that… Anyways.
Oh hey, I was right! Religion classes ARE painful. Especially with my class. They just LOVE debating! And I hate debating. I’m so tired of it, ugh.
SERIOUSLY. Why are we even discussing abortion? And can they all stop saying “the child”? It’s called a fetus until it’s born. Jfc so tired of my class right now.
My brother just hacked into my laptop, while I was using my dad’s computer. He just kept smirking, being all “you should see your face right now” and what-not. But to me, my laptop is my life. Everything I love is on it, chatlogs with my friends, my history, images of things I like, the music that moves me and text with my feelings poured into them. To me, what he did was breaking in to my subconscious. He entered a holy place and soiled it, just by entering my profile and removing my password. I’m overreacting like crazy, I know, but I just.. I can’t calm down. I feel violated, betrayed, hurt… Just because of a stupid computer. But it’s just… I don’t even know. All I know is that he just triggered my emotions to become unstable again; I just got them under controle again, too. Fuck my life right now. Seriously.
I’m re-watching the very girly anime Yes! Pretty Cure 5 for the… I lost count. Whatever. I’m currently at episode nine, which turned out to be the one episode I absolutely hate.
So this really annoying wanna-be reporter who writes the school news paper writes a few articles about Urara, who happens to be an actress. While doing that, she thinks something along the lines of “The intelligent student council president, a member of the library commité, an all-sports star, and an idol… and then we have Nozomi Yumehara. Why is she with them?”
Um, excuse me? EXCUSE ME? What, so the four of them happen to be really good at something and sort of school celebs, and just because Nozomi isn’t, she can’t hang out with them without another reason? SHE NEEDS A REASON TO BE THEIR FRIEND?! That’s bullshit. Bull. SHIT.
And then she makes a huge deal out of pointing out the fact that she’s got no talent and doesn’t have a reason to be with those great people and nobody thinks anything wrong of it?!
It’s not really a big deal, I mean, it’s just an episode in a silly anime… But for some reason, it just pisses me off sooooo much, ugh.